Jeane Ann <3

no

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 23:52:31 GMT

This is now my *old* journal. If you want to read my new one, my username is FizziFruit. Be my friend and read it! Hurry!

homo

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 19:17:39 GMT

this is gay. i am in class with jard mike and seth. blah, i never update anymore partly because no one really cares you know. i should use my journal for a journal now instead of talking to my friends. you know, like what a journal is actually for..? lunch starts soon. i am wearing kristas old dickies that dont fit her anymore but dont fit me yet :) guys, please im having a bad day. if you are reading this post a comment please, just say hello or something.

<3
i hate everyone cuz im a smelly mexican BLAH!@!@!~@#

homo

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 19:16:56 GMT

questions

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 19:59:03 GMT

1. What time do you get up? Weekends? 10. Weekdays-8 now that school starts.

2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be? Jessica Simpson

3. Silver or gold? platinum, but I'll settle for silver.

4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? spiderman 2

5. What is your favorite TV show? Sex and the City

6. What do you have for breakfast? Something quick, I don't have time before school because I'm a slow getting readier.

7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? my mom!!

8. What/who inspires you? Jessica Simpson

9. What is your middle name? Ann

10. Beach, City, or Country? city!!

11. Favorite ice cream? anything coffee or oreos!

12. Butter, plain or salted popcorn? caramel

13. Favorite color? Is leopard a color? Ok, purple.

14. What kind of car do you drive? escort

15. Favorite sandwich? Sandwhiches are gross

16. What characteristic do you despise? 2 faced fake bitchy assholes

17. Favorite flower? any kind that david gives to me :)

18. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
L.A.!! lol, to go visit Jessica Simpson!

19. What color is your bathroom? white

20. Favorite brand of clothing? hollister? other than that, no brands.

21. Where would you retire to? A rich guy

22. Favorite day of the week? wednesday

23. What did you do for your last birthday? have a celebration at my father's with all my friends

24. Where were you born? San Diego, CA

25. Favorite sport to watch: Cheerleading

26. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? ??

27. Person you expect to send it back first? ??

28. What fabric detergent do you use? I don't know but it has a pink label

29. Coke or Pepsi? soda=gross I prefer water..unless it's strawberry soda!

30. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night, fo sho.

31. What is your shoe size? 5

32. Do you have any pets? 5 dogs, 1 cat, and 2 cows, wait scratch that 1 cow
and a whole lot of meat in the freezer.

:)

My senior pictures are up on the website, if anyone wants to see them!

school=monday

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:29:36 GMT

Hi everyone, I am now at my mother's house editing my webshots account so all of you can look at the million pictures I take everyday and save on my computer. I am still in the process of uploading all the pictures into albums but I will post the URL later.

Today I went with Jard and Zac to get my class schedule and found out that I only have 3 classes. Which...is technically impossible because my counselors told me I would have a full schedule this year and still not be able to graduate! So unless they were just kidding, I don't have to come to school until 9:10 every morning. Which would be good, since I am the carpooling machine this year, taking both of my little sisters to different schools and then taking Darcie with me as well.

Anyways, me Jard and Zac went to my cousin Mia's house after we left Steele and everything was the same as always, very mexican.. There was a pot of cow stomach boiling on the stove and Mia was telling me about how she made 9 dozen tamales this morning :) I love my mexican family, and I miss them oh so much. So then we went to Zac's afterwards and then Al3x and Steph came too and somehow it turned into let's focus all of our attention on Jeane's ass day ;)

This Saturday is a familt reunion for my mexican side, which will be interesting. Jard and Nate and David are coming, and hopefully Darcie too. Anyone else is invited too if you want to come! Lol, you're probly all confused as to why you would want to come to my family reunion...!? I'll just say this- it will be one big... party :)

I love you all.

back at home

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 16:49:59 GMT

Hi friends, I am writing to you from *my* house! Teehee, I've been at Krista's for a whole 3 days! But now I am at my father's for the day and then I'm off to my mom's to get ready and take my senior pictures. Which by the way I am not ready to do because my stupid hair is so I don't know, I need ideas for how to wear it in my pictures. I think I'm wearing a black button down shirt because they told me darker colors is better. Anyways, to all of you, all of my wonderful friends, I love you oh so very much. I have had a lot of fun this summer hanging out with all of you like almost every day..you are closer to me than my family! Which is a lot, because I love my sombrero wearing, bean making, alchohal drinking family ;)

So I have been shopping for school clothes lately, spending lots of money and time at the mall because it's one of my favorite things to do :) I tryed shopping with Dar but she got bored of me after a couple hours so I guess now I am all by myself to shop.

Oh and yay I might get a job at a tanning salon...which would be the best job EVER. I would be like yay I get to go to work today lalalalala. Free tanning! More mexican-ness! >>> MOneY! ( for gas :/ )

anxiety

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 23:10:13 GMT

At my father's, babysitting my little brother tonight..probly putting the money towards gas, or clothes. I need a job! Except working the corner of Lexington in El Cajon every Tuesday and Thursday, I have no way of earning money besides babysitting. Anyways, last night was fun guys, Michael you're very good at being "hospitable." Except that the soup tasted like card board and I couldn't drink because I was driving. And then Alex, you wouldn't show me the way down to the main road so I had a freak attack finding my way. Lolol Steph, you're crazy, you entertained everyone but you're crazy :) Kristah, we need to add shopping to our list of things we have to do soon because my parents just gave me some money to get some clothes.

I am very tired at the moment, waiting for David to call because he is going to come to dinner with me and my little brother tonight, and go visit my cousin Erica at the restaurant she works at. Also...feeling a little upset because of some others-although it probably is my fault anyways I just hate how when *I* do something wrong, the blame is piled on harder than it needs to be. So it leaves me frustrated and confused and in the end, careless to actually fix the problem. It's a wonderful circle that only time can fix :/ (And maybe...a little more understanding? Yes, I think so)

a reminder <3

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 16:35:12 GMT

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So today I have a few things I need to do..go to my hair appointment, go visit Zac, go visit Jard, go visit Dar...lots of visiting...wishing I could visit David.. :)

But the most important thing I need to get done: Denny's with the girls! Stephanie, Krista and Dar-you are all like the most awesomest people, I haven't had girl-friends in a long time and I love you 3.

And you Terrence! Are you escaping today? You better be, I miss you :)

Anyways, dearest journal, have you noticed (im sure you have) that there has to be atleast one thing to go wrong every night? 1st> Zac, we <3 you and don't want you to be upset... 2> Nathaniel, I'm really sorry that you are upset and last night no one made it any better, but I care and hope things turn out okay with everything.

Ok so I'm going to be like Jard here, and tell *everyone* how much I love them, because I realized it last night as well:
Darcie, Cassie, Stephanie, Krista, Nate, Jard, Michael, Seth, Alex, Zac, David, Terrence, Joey, all of you....I LOVE YOU!!

quizzes

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 17:14:52 GMT

hi

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 16:42:01 GMT

If it weren't for the damn phone ringing 20 times this morning I would still be sleeping-grr-I probably looked at the caller ID 9 times and didn't pick it up because it was a sales call. Does this happen to anyone else?!

I guess it doesn't matter since I'll be home allllll day, sleeping or whatever comes to mind. No babysitting, no Jamul, no mom, no little sisters, no chores. *I am finally at my dad's house!* :) I love love love being here, even though Alpine is much farther to get places but I don't mind driving and I missed my little brother.

Sooo not much is on my mind..
My teeth hurt from my orthodontist appointment yesterday-more rubber bands for the braces-so I've been popping pills since 9 this morning. Lol, just Tylenol..but I get frustrated when they don't work so I just take more.

David is coming home today!!!!! EEEEEEEKKk :O I am excited to see him, after 5 whole days. You better have that pack of ciggarettes waiting for him Nathaniel ;)

Anyways, I need to go shopping, anyone want to come with me? I'm a reallllly bad shopper, I take *forever* and I'm always like I'm fat I'm too tall for these shoes I don't like this I kinda like this but I don't know I look bad in this I don't like this store blah blah blah...but it will be fun! ;)

Oh and Stephanie and Darcie and Krista if you're reading this: DENNYS=this week/end! No questions asked.

:/

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 17:11:52 GMT

So how do I *really* know who my true friends are?

...iguesswebothdontcareanymore...

rewind!

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 01:15:23 GMT

Ok so as I am sitting her in my room, with a bowl full of rose petals on the right side of my computer desk for me to see and remind me every day of the coolest thing that has ever happened to me...(and showed me my true friends!)

Ok so it was a normal day, Darcie was over at my house and I was babysitting my two younger sisters as always. Around 3 I left with my mother to go get my hair done in Rancho and lalalala I'm thinking yay I'm finally going to have pretty hair again. And then when it was finished it was a big surprise-a reminder of why I used to pay so much to get my hair done-but anyways, it was nothing compared to the suprise I got when I arrived home...

I get out of the car, walk to the front door step and see rose petals on the front door mat, and then a trail into my room. So I open the door to my room and this is what I see: The lights are off, Marvin Gaye is playing in the background-"let's get it on"-there's candles lit everywhere, white and red rose petals are all over the floor and my bed...then on the other bed is Terrence and Jard, laying on their sides with a rose in their mouths, laying in a pool of petals. Terrence gets up, walks towards me and gives me a hug and says I love you, then walks out the room and out my house. Then Jard does the same, following Terry. I'm like uhhhh COME BACK...NOw. So I'd have to admit, their plan of seducing me like they would always joke around with me about...completely worked. I am so happy to have them(and Dar who helped) because I love them all!

!!!

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 18:43:42 GMT

Yesterday I got insurance, which means I can *finally* drive anywhere I want. So yesterday, out of all places, I went and saw my good friend Nate :) David was there of course and we all went over to my cousin Mia's house and watched everyone there smoke, like always. We met Jard there too.. I haven't seen that part of the family in sooo long but everyones the same, bongs sitting on the counter top, etc. Kind of like well..I love them so this is not a big deal. I love Mia she is awesome and her friends are nice.

Anyways, I have to live 5 days without David again this Saturday which I'm not looking forward to I'm going to miss him more than I probably should. And Saturday I have to babysit my little sisters so I will be at home all night.

Today I am taking my little sister's and one of their friends out to lunch, cleaning the house, going to go visit my father for once in a long time, going to Jard's for a sec..bleh I need to go shopping. Dar we have to go like asap, lol I'll take you to Staples and I'll go to the mall ;)

Ok well I guess I have nothing else to say, except if anyone wants me to come visit them, comment!

i have returned

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 19:14:42 GMT

I am finally back at home, after 3 days at Darcie's mom's in Tierrasanta and then at her dad's in Dulzura. Lol..to get to her dad's you have to pass the border patrol checkpoint! :) Anyways, we dyed Darcie's hair with bleach on the top and used toner to get the gold out but it's still a little orangish. It will wash out soon though, because mine did and I used the same exact bleach. But I have an appointment to take my senior pictures on the 13th and my mom sed she will pay to get my hair done so it looks pretty again :) Any ideas?

Well I have been spending a lot of time with family lately, since I have been at Darcie's house since Friday. Our uncle from Arizona came in and stayed at her house and then our other uncle from Alpine..which somehow ended up that 5 of my uncles and all their little kids running around there were around 30 people..only half the family..lol Darcie doesn't it get crazy!?

So still today I am in posession of a license and a car but no insurance..but I just have to wait till my parents put the down payment which I can pay at the moment but I would rather just wait till they pay it because it will be less than a week anyway. So soon Jard, I will be taking *you* to yo-yo's, and then we will go visit Darcie like planned. And of course I will visit everyone else, because I love all of you too. <3

at my loves house

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 08:17:19 GMT

Well here I am at Darcie's mom's house, it's been like almost a year! And I haven't even met my baby cousin yet but he's asleep so I'll have to wait till the morning.
So this morning I woke up at 7:30 am to take my drive test at the DMV and we get there the line was super long but I had an appointment for 9 so we got to just walk in which is a miracle for the DMV..anyways I get in the car and the instructor tells me where to drive and la la la and then we get to this 4 lane 2 way residential area where im in the left lane and there's construction up ahead in my lane so the lady says "ok change lanes to get out of the way of the construction" and there's this big construction truck right infront of me with a large arrow pointing to the right to direct traffic. Instead I decided to change lanes to the left, where I head straight toward head on traffic! Gosh sometimes the bleach just sinks right into my brain! But anyways, I still passed and right now at 1:11 am I am a licensed driver! So after my drive test me and my mom went to go pick up Jard and we drove to freaking almost Mexico to buy my car-the freeway signs actually had a warning picture of families running across the freeway!? But yeah so I have my car now I just won't be insured for a little less than a week. Hopefully I will be able to come visit everyone all the time now since I love you all.

Then tonight Jard took me and Darcie out to celebrate my license and we went to dinner at TGI Fridays then over to Nate's to say goodbye to Nate and David since they're going on vacation for a whole 3 days :) Then we went to visit Terry(James) because we love him oh so much and went back to Darcie's. Yay for friends and licenses and boyfriends and babys!

xoxo Jeane

1)

not excited..at all at all

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 00:46:48 GMT

well my mom and stepdad just left to go pick up my car :/ ech!
everytime i am next to that stupid ugly car i am going to kick it, which means anyone who is reading this has my permission to kick the car as well, just so you all know.
but nathaniel, im sure you feel my pain since you had almost the same car right? except mine isn't *as old people as yours was.. ;)
anyways, today was so blah i just had so much on my mind and din't get enough sleep so i was just floating around, wondering what to do tonight. i was at home last night because i let all these little things in my head get to me and didn't feel like being around people, and i have a feeling that's going to happen again tonight. maybe some yo-yo's with jard will help? lol..i love ice cream more than u stupid

:)

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 07:45:21 GMT

Tonight was good, although I was kind of dissapointed at first. I was glad to actually hang out with Nate-even though I have 4 more bruises-it's been awhile. I will always love hanging out with Nathaniel..
SO we went to Ashley's birthday kind of party at the beach and stayed for probably an hour, it was cold windy and dark in La Jolla so it wasn't very satisfying. Then we left to go to Nate's house of course, to go swimming and stuff like always. Except David came which wasn't planned and made my night so much better, being around him. There were these girls there that Nate invited that I didn't know at first who were quite loud and drunk but they were pretty cool anyways. Me and David had a good converstation on the stairs (I think) when everyone else wandered off..
*things that were meant to be said*

~apart from tonight-darcie i love you!~

yay for "james" returning! i heart you!

countdown...!!

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 23:41:26 GMT

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Ok, I am finallllllly at my mother's house. I have been at my dad's for like a record 7 days! I love being over there, but it gets kinda depressing because of all of the crap that's going on over there. I don't have enough time to update really but my better half, Nathaniel Mark Khouli, has ordered me to update. So here I am, reminding you, journal, that I get my license in exactly 5 days! *Terrence, come back home ASAP!*
Jard-thank you-for making my last week more exciting then it would have been with out you. <Dar and Cass thank you too!! :) >
Anyways, things with Jerm are very strained. I am waiting for the day that he hates me and I hate talking to him about things but I am there for him no matter what, I will be there to listen.
xoxo Jeane

emo story :/

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 05:14:19 GMT

A lot happened this past day/last night..

First I go to Jerm's house for his going away thing at Kevin's house, there's like 6 other people there and we just go to the beach and hang out at Kevin's afterwards. Then me and Jerm get into this small argument about something stupid and don't talk for a little while until we get to his brother's house, we drink a little bit, and he's like let's go talk outside. So we go outside and he says he's sorry and I'm like it's really not a big deal..then I ask him if there's anything else he wants to talk about. That's when for like 2 hours we sit there while he explains to me that there were these 2 other girls he screwed around with while we were together..

..? Uh... I didn't know what to think. But soon it was just an easy decision. I realized that now that he's gone I only miss him as a friend. We aren't *supposed* to be together and he's not what I thought. I will still care for him as a very good friend, and talk to him while he's away-but now I just realize that there's nothing there anymore. It wasn't how it expected it would end, but it's over and I am recovering..

ps. I love you Dar! Don't die from being gronded for so long <3

bleh....

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 01:05:11 GMT

well i havent updated in a while because i have been stuck at the beach.....thanks everyone for visiting me and jard...love you all... ya well HAPPY BIRFDAY DAR< YOUR MY ONE AND ONLY!!

last night was bangin yo it was the shin dig of the month...haha not it was really fun thou we all kinda just hung out and drove....and ya it was quite enjoyable

well hmm i dont really have much more to say besides i love you all and....bleh?

<3
Jeane

yeah, thats what I thought

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 01:04:13 GMT

*Eat Cwayons: jeane.. ur mad at me... i know.... and im sorry that other people say hurtful things, but i never did, nor mean to say anything hurtful to you... about you, or at you... and soemtime, when your ready, call me, i want to talk to you...
~jlealnle alnln: I just want to have my friends back, and their respect. I also want you to believe that I appreciate you and never wanted you to feel taken advatage of by me. I enjoy your company and am thankful for everything you do for me. I may not love you more than a friend, but I dont think that should be held against me.
*Eat Cwayons: it should not be
*Eat Cwayons: nor have i ever questioned
*Eat Cwayons: the fact that you appreciatethe things i do
*Eat Cwayons: i want you to have yr friends..
*Eat Cwayons: if they say these things now..
*Eat Cwayons: i doubt it woudlnt have come later
*Eat Cwayons: without my posting anything at all
~jlealnle alnln: i do
*Eat Cwayons: i want us to still be friends
*Eat Cwayons: i saw you
*Eat Cwayons: as a best friend
*Eat Cwayons: we did everything together
*Eat Cwayons: andit was fun
*Eat Cwayons: and i fealt good
*Eat Cwayons: of course i am in love with you, but ill get over it.. and i still want us to be best friends tho, cuz we have fun,
*Eat Cwayons: we laugh and are happy together and have a great time
*Eat Cwayons: soemtimes we are emo
*Eat Cwayons: but do you ever notice
*Eat Cwayons: that you pull me thru it
*Eat Cwayons: like i do you?
*Eat Cwayons: are we willing to throw this away?
*Eat Cwayons: im not
*Eat Cwayons: ill do watever i can
*Eat Cwayons: to get you
*Eat Cwayons: everyones respect
~jlealnle alnln: do you feel that i take advantage of you or dont appreciate things you do for me?
*Eat Cwayons: no
*Eat Cwayons: not at all

green

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 20:39:12 GMT

I got roses!
Last night I had somethings on my mind after we all got to Krista's house so I separated myself from everyone and they kept asking me what's wrong and tickling me to get me to say something but I refused. So when Jard took me home he stopped by Vons to get "chips" but then once we got to my house he pulled out a dozen roses for me and apologized for something stupid that he said earlier! It made me completely forget about all the emo things in my mind and I was so happy. *THanKS jARd FOR beiNg suCh a GooD FRienD.* And then we sat on my bed reading cosmo about "How to find your G-spot" and things like that. We concluded that every other page is about money and sex. *___I couldn't live without that magazine___*

This week, everyone should go to starbucks. Darcie is determined to make a better 2nd impression on everyone because she honestly feels bad about what she did. She really is a nice girl!

no

Sun, 27 Jun 2004 19:33:02 GMT

I got a total of 4 hours of sleep Saturday night..Jard insists on keeping us all awake as long as possible by yelling and telling ghost stories so we get to sleep around 3 and wake up at 7. Jard makes everyone laugh though so it's great to have him around. But that night at K's house it was nice to see everyone, and watch the purplely blueish thing twirl around on her wall..her dad thought we were all on acid or something. There's this person I can't stop thinking about but I tell you I am going to find the will power to finally be stronger than the boy this time. (I hope) Sometimes things happen with other girls or with me that makes me think "o,m,g, BOYS SHOULD GO TO HELL" Like all of them. All except my dad, he can stay because what would I do without my mexican father? I'm a daddy's girl for sure.

Anyways I've been watching Newlyweds all morning wishing I could be Jessica Simpson with her silver convertable mercedes and pink ugg boots and Louis Voiton bags. One day though, I am going to be like her! Just maybe not *as talented and beautiful :/

Well I think people are coming over to my house today so Jard and Joe can draw me a new and updated drawing of the crew. And so Jard can maybe get my sister to not hate him anymore and to ask my little brother if he's still a vampire :)

*** "come on darcie, don't run into the wall this time" ***

HIIIII

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 07:23:12 GMT

This day is definately going to classify as one of the most memorable day of my summer...and Jard was so lucky to be a part of it :)

1st) Me and Jard took 7+ ten year olds to the movies... my little sisters Valerie and Alyssa and all their little friends. First we went to Target so they could all buy candy and drinks because it's cheaper there, which took probably 30 minutes cuz they're all like omg let's get this and ew those are gross and omg like look at HER CLOTHES WHAT IS SHE WEARING EEEKK! And then so we finally get down to the theaters and I'm like uhhh our movie started 20 minutes ago? So we traded in our tickets for a later time and then we walked in and the people were all like "were gay so were not going to let you bring in candy/soda from a different store" so we all had to stuff soda bottles and candy bags in our shirts and jackets until we looked like oompa loompas and it was completely obvious. They let some of us in and some were a little to obvious so we ended up giving all our stuff to Jard and snuck him in thru the back...:)
2) After that adventure all the little kids went home and then Jard came over to pick out my outfit for the night ;) Then we headed over to Krista's house and then to Boomers!!! I watched Jard and Krista play dance revolution and me and Michael played race cars and wrestling and I OWNED HIM. Well he beat me on the car race thing but I messed him up in the fighting game :) Then, the best part: TERRANCE CAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! With his friend Daniel who tryed to teach me his cool handshake which didn't work out because I'm not G enough. Then Boomers closed like 20 minutes after we got there..so we took Michael home and then Jard took me home afterwards where I gave him a hard core tattoo of a safety pin in the back of his neck. But the best part about the end of the night was this big brownie that Michael gave to me and we drove around trying to find someone to throw it at on the streets...

* welllll I think that's about it. It's past my bedtime and I have to rest up for my big day tomorrow where I'm going to hang out with the big *SEAN BASS* and go to my dentist appointment at 3:30.

xoxo

eh

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 22:00:57 GMT

I was on the phone with Jeremy when he told me that his report card just came so I was like running down my big long driveway in my pajamas to go get mine out of the mailbox before my parents and then I was like uhhh FUCk when I opened it. I got one A+, one A, and 2 Ds and that's a... 2.3? How SAD. I feel sooo stupid.

Anyways, I went to Sea World on Sunday with my family. I was soaking all day because I swear no matter what you do you're going to get wet. And my hair is soo ugly and yellow that I felt like everyone was staring at me all day. But then Jard came over later that night and he said my hair looked hot..? I don't know if he was just trying to make me feel better but it worked :)

And last night I saw a movie with Jerm and got ice cream afterwards. It's nice to spend time with him because I know it makes him happy and even though there's like this *vibe* there when we're together now it's still kinda nice to be around him. I can't believe how much things have changed between us...tomorrow *would* be our 7 month anniversary..

I've been babysitting this week and by the end of today I will have earned $30 so far which will go towards the "fixing my hair fund" which will cost atLeAsT $100..!! grrrr..

Welllllll, I better go get ready, I have to take my little sister and her friends to get their nails done and then me and Jard are going to go see a movie afterwards.

<3